Now that I’m all grown up, I reminisce on the days when I
was young, confused and misplaced. I look back to these days and I wish some
genius out there would build a time machine and I could travel back into time
to give myself pocket money when I needed it the most.
I was never poor but I remember three occasions were I really needed some pocket money,
and back in the day two of my friends had birthday parties and I either
couldn’t go or I always never had cash to buy them a birthday present to show
how I appreciate them for being my friends, especially since I was in purgatory
in terms of social standings at school, i got them a sucker. (lame right?)
One of my friends that I mentioned above was never really my
friend he was more of an acquaintance then anything, the little jerk invited me
to his birthday party, picked up all of my friends from the same area that I
lived in and didn’t even bother to picking me up. I mean we all live in the
same area; I’m right next door, DUDE!!
Anyway... because I was broke at the time and didn’t really
get pocket money, I had no present for the little buga, instead I got him a
small exercise book (not the kind that teaches you how to lose weight because
he needed that but the book that had light blue lines and a pink/red margin on
the side). I wrapped it in an old newspaper I found in the house, went outside
and patiently waited for him to come pick me up. And to my surprise he
didn’t show up.
My other friend I was talking about was a true friend and to
this day we still keep in touch. He had a birthday once and invited me to go
with him and his family to the mall to play games and have dinner. I declined
at first because I had no money for such, but he insisted and him and I went to
the mall played games at the arcade and had dinner. The least I could do was to
give him a birthday present right? - Man I wish someone out could build a time
machine right now –
My friend had another birthday the following year but fortunately
for me there was no birthday party. I felt guilty for not getting him anything the
year before so I bought him a fizzy and wrapped it in a newspaper I found
around the house. And so I patiently waited until my mom allowed me to go
outside and play. When I gave have him his present he was so happy (or at least that’s
what I thought) he unwrapped the newspaper hoping to find something magical
inside but all he got was a green fizzy.
If you’re out there and planning on engineering a time
machine please do it fast I need to redeem my childhood, right now the dog days
are over and I can afford to give myself some pocket money, but I need to do this before things change again.